punkkid_named_josh's Xanga

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 22:06:58 GMT

your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real

u ever cared about someone so much even tho that person never shows that they care back and u just get hurt trying to show that person that u love them and care about them so much the only way to stop getting hurt is to drop it even tho u dont want to drop it and forget about that person so bad that u start to get confused on what to do that u just lose ur mind and say fuck every one and every thing and then u feel better about it for 2 days and then after the 2 days u feel like shit and u know u still love that person and know u want that person back even tho the dont show that they care and u end up back in the same spot and u just get lost in ur what to think cuz u just lose ur friends careing so much about some person that u think is worth it and u end up not careing about anything besides that one person that ur mind thinks it knows nothing is going to happen cuz u think that the world is perfect when ur with that one person and u never want to let it go ull give up everything to make that person happy and it just never seems to work but u just try and try and it just messes with ur head about what to do what to think and u just lose it and cry about it and laugh about it all at the say time ur emoitons just get confused on what to feel and they just go crazy not controlable and then u sit in ur house fighting with ur self cuz one side of u know u want that person back so bad but yet on the other side u know that u will just end up hurt to much to risk trying again so u just sit there smokeing a cig hopeing ur life will just go by and hope this feelin will just get over the fact that its just emoitons its just one person to how much other ppl r out there but ur head thinks that the one person that u feel like the world is peaseful and quite and ur so happy inside iam not jsut saying u look happy on the outside just cuz ur stoned iam talking about being happy on the inside so happy u just cant help but look at that person and smile and say u love them and kiss them but u know all this happiness is just a fantsy ull never have it people these days r 2 faced they r backstabers even tho u know them for the longest time they can be ur bestfriend but ppl r just the way the world these days makes them its the influence and the best thing is to do is not to trust anyone to much cuz u dont want to put ur trust in the wrong place like i have done cuz ur just risking getin stabed in the back by who u less suspect it could be ur best frined it could be the person u have loved and would give up everthing for it could be ur mom ur dad ur brother ur sister u have now clue who it could be..............

Monday, April 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 19:20:10 GMT

any one wanna hangout give me a call 5817136

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 01:42:10 GMT

iam so bored well yea idk what to think anymore like i ever knew for sure what to think

Monday, March 20, 2006

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 20:41:13 GMT

life is bullshit and iam getting really pissed about ever thing and nothing seems to make me happy anymore i lost what made me happy but i wish i didnt so yea F.T.W.

Friday, March 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 22:50:50 GMT

well todays friday the big day so ill see who ever is going tonight to see what happens ethier i get killed or they dont say nothing to me or doing anything so ppl who wish for me to live leave me comments lol

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 17:37:09 GMT

hey whats is up ppl nothing here but yea every one i talked to who know the latin kings say iam a dead man walking what fun well my ppl r ready for some shit to happen but i dont want it to get that far where ppl will get killed but if it happens it will happen just hope it wont and i dont want to get bit again lol ill fucking were a hoody next time i fight i dont want fuckin bit fuck all that shit lol but yea this friday iam probally gettin fucked up by some mexican's but yea ill see what happens but if nothing happens maybe thats a good thing or maybe not i hate ppl talking shit inless its really stupid so peace out ppl

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 22:09:39 GMT

hey whats up ppl i had fun at the pool hall last night and fuck yea it was fun i got blowed and i was tripin then some stuff happend then i got bit what kind of shit is that well then i went to big nate's house and had some fun there just chillin and shit well ill peace u out dudes ill be at the pool hall tonight if any one goes i might see if peace out

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 20:15:10 GMT

hey whats up punk's nothing much here but being bored but nothing esle to say so peace stay white and proud and if ur not dont even think about leavein me a comment

peace

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 15:58:51 GMT

well iam moveing in like a week but yea sucks but then again it dont but idk so yea

well tonight iam going to the pool hall so if any one goes ill see u rebel's there peace out

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 21:23:57 GMT

well today is fucking gay as fuck thats all thank you and have a fucked up day